shen qingqiu was in so much agony, he could barely breathe. he grabbed luo binghe with his remaining hand and shook his head, disoriented. gasping and struggling for air, he said, "dont... dont..."don't do this, not with that face.

likes
danmei, fanfiction, bl, sweet things, the color green, playing guitar, cassettes, linguistics, learning, rhythm games, hot summer rain
contact
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dislikes
most fruit, coffee, yogurt, history classes, the ocean, fish, balloons, horses, gum

  • ㅤnameㅤㅤthistle

  • ㅤageㅤㅤ19

  • ㅤpronounsㅤㅤthey/them

  • ㅤtimezoneㅤㅤest

ㅤabout me :ㅤㅤwas friendly and polite ... insight and judgement were poor ... likely not a risk for suicide or homicide ... may experience anhedonia and have low self-esteem ... likely resents family members and blames them for their difficulties ... displayed a sense of grandiosity and arrogance ...

ㅤ♡ svsss ♡ㅤ

ㅤlatest life update :ㅤㅤi'm so busy but i'm having fun i think!

ㅤbrainrotting :ㅤㅤtianlang-jun. i just. he's sooo. my wife!! that's my wife!!!! i need more pictures of him to keep on my wall... my wife....

ㅤinfinity nikki :ㅤ
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bury me beneath new york state--it's the only place where i feel dead // 'mass re-done' - modern baseball

currently
ㅤreading:ㅤㅤerha, algospeak, bullet time
ㅤwatching:ㅤ ㅤthe summer hikaru died
ㅤon repeat:ㅤㅤthe sound a body makes when it's still - hot mulligan
ㅤplaying:ㅤㅤ infinity nikki, genshin impact, cult of the lamb
ㅤhobbies:ㅤㅤ guitar, writing, reading, scanlation, crochet

i'm frozen, barely breathing, lucid and sober, yet haunted. othello chimes in: are you thinking rationally? // 'cream of wheat of feet naw cream of (feat.)' - hot mulligan

fave anime / movies / musicals
kuroshitsuji, haikyuu, yuri on ice, madoka magica, mignon
everything everywhere all at once, princess mononoke, nausicaä of the valley of the wind, i saw the tv glow
falsettos, in trousers 1979, waitress, into the woods, legally blonde
fave danmei / manhwa
svsss, misvil, disabled tyrant, mdzs, thousand autumns, erha, tgcf
madk, dear00, pieta, dear my god, at the end of death, slow damage, legroom, profundis, under the green light, taming the tiger
fave music / artists
second- and fourth-wave emo music
listing all the bands was too long. here're my current favorites:

michael cera palin
hot mulligan
slaughter beach, dog
microwave
treesreach